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Buuuut I guess I’m a rape victim so I have to do ridiculous things.

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beauty

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I guess I could eat a lot of healthy food (soup with like green beans in it) but that wouldn’t solve anything. Eating is eating and it’s just for fun, I don’t really need that many calories, I don’t need to run a marathon tomorrow, you jack shits. Well anyway I’m not angry I’m just talkative. What is the problem this time?

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Not much excitement in my life these days. Nothing cognitively engaging. “Smart stuff” is usually pretty fucking insipid and literally sold as “education” for money.

Scams. Scams everywhere you look.

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I guess that noise that aggressive noise that was mega ingloriously against me was the roided up neighbors. They lift a lot so they have to do drugs to attract sex partners because they lack any semblance of kindness or personality to do so, so I understand. Some people are just failures but I guess that’s nothing new.

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I’m legally homeless. I’m writing this on a stolen laptop at a cafe where I also respectively stole someone’s drink. It says “Charles” on the cup which is a very boring name and my family is utterly wretched. I don’t visit them often. My console cable for programming the Cisco router in my room isn’t here till the last week of the month but at least I had a bottle of wine and hopefully I’ve mellowed out and won’t need anymore. I would like to stop drinking. I would like to continue writing but the world is awesomly mega fucking ingloriously against me.

Fuckers.

Kill yourselves.

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I’m so angry. I don’t know what to do.

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Went to the marina with mom. It’s a nice little place.

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I might have initiated a lawsuit against my psychiatrist last night, I’m not entirely sure. I was drunk so I don’t totally remember what I said. I called my legal counsel and described the situation (briefly, overview) and then they said some stuff and I said OK. So, I hope I’m not on the hook for like thousands in legal fees just like that. That would be a major bummer and then I would have to lie to my dad about my finances more because he owns me and I have no autonomy and definitely no freedom to make mistakes. So anyway Nazis win. G.G n.n

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