One delusion I have is that father has lied to everyone I know and see on a daily basis that I am a bad person, and they all believe him and take it out on me.

Psychically, of course.

But I know it’s a delusion, which the doctors say is important.

But I still, it’s real in one part of my mind, so I kind of believe it, instinctively. But I rationally know it’s not true.

IT’s rough. When your perception is screwed up like mine, what do you trust anymore? I don’t want to be preyed upon.

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