Should read up on the part of the brain responsible for God. I should. It worries me, being at the whim of God, so often. I don’t want to be a pawn. The general consensus is God is benevolent. I try to keep my life under my control and in balance. If nothing is obviously wrong I guess it’s okay.

I just sort of have the creeps right now. Dad went somewhere without saying anything. One of his new cars is parked outside the garage with the E-lights on. I’m worried.

I hope he’s okay.