I feel like such a vulnerable loser for depending so heavily on this blog, and writing in general. I’m not materialistic, per se, but I depend on too much in life. I could not do with nothing, like the zen Buddhist monks can. And if I lose too much, I would be miserable. It’s not a good position to be in, even if losing that much, or even anything, is very unlikely. Do you get what I’m saying?

Well anyway, I’m at Platinum now. Tier 4. I played one game and won. Destroyed them. Good deck, mine, as usual. I’m very proud of what I’ve built.

So many scary thoughts. I have my fair share. I could come up with some to share with later. I don’t want to, but might as well share if they’re there anyway.

Are we all too materialistic? Meditation is trending, though I estimate the majority still do not. I haven’t tried, though my psychiatrist has recommended some apps/programs that guide you through it to try it out.

I just want life to be normal again.

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