Ideally I would do one post daily, not this as-is stuff I currently do, not to throw the readers off and to make it all more manageable. I think I’m getting there. Life seems to be stabilizing.

I have been getting this sense of dread lately, like I am going to die or something. Or like get cancer or just some lethal disease. It’s really scary but I force it to the back of my mind most of the time, or else distract myself. I should probably talk about it with my therapist.

I asked Kaiser’s message line about billing how much my video appointments with my psychiatric care team will be now that I am on a lesser health insurance plan. Poor, lesser, health insurance plan. No one ever thought well of it.

I’ll post more later. Maybe tomorrow. Now I need to read.