I think this is the conundrum: Boredom does not feel like what it used to feel like for me. Adult boredom is different. And I haven’t realized that yet. I’m starting to realize it.

And I use my drug, kratom, to treat it. Which is bad.

I need to do something healthier, or at least not self-destructive, to deal with my boredom.

It’s more like ennui though.

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