Getting to that restless phase of the night. But it’s also time to go to bed soon. In an hour.
You don’t believe in evolution. You just know it to be true based on evidence. God you believe in.
Had a good hangout sesh with mom. We talked. She gave me an idea for a short story. A boy meets and old man who is a nihilist and teaches him lessons of despondency, then he meets a dog and the dog teaches him lessons of the carefree. Contrast. It will, of course, be written […]
Back to the routine tomorrow. Hopefully I can wake up on time. I always wake up normally when camping, naturally around 6 or 6:30 AM, which is glorious. Waking up without an alarm feels so good. Camping, though it makes me paranoid, is super refreshing. I miss it. I haven’t gone that many times so […]
This Soylent stuff is da bomb dot com. I am thinking of purchasing some on my own. It’s a bit pricey ($3 / bottle) but if you consider it replaces like a small meal, it’s not actually that expensive. When you think about it. I just can’t decide which flavor to buy! They all look […]
Went on a walk with mother, Alex, and Andre. I was exhausted. It wasn’t all too pleasant but my kratom cravings didn’t ruin it entirely. I need to decrease my risperdal, I just can’t live at such low dopamine levels. This isn’t fair. It’s all because of low dopamine. All my substance excitement seeking is […]
Writing is stupid. I don’t want to write. Wake up with no appetite, not even when I see the food, which doesn’t bother me. It bothers brother, as he gave me just now a soylent shake for vitamins, minerals, and calories. Banana flavor. He’s looking out for me, in small ways. Or big ways, you […]