God. I hate being motivated by panic. When will I lose this bad habit. It’s in small ways, like it motivates me to do good things, ironically or not, but it’s still not the right reason to be motivated. You should be motivated by challenge.

Maybe I’m just a funny character though. Maybe I’m not entirely straight in the head, whether or not the mental illness diagnosis is correct. [Sorry I didn’t make that sentence word order correct… It’s a crime against art…]

What was I saying…

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