Fuck. Twitch always triggers me always always always but I’m addicted to it like kratom so what do I do?
I wonder if it’s because in my brain I have memories of my brother’s video game addiction times. It wasn’t that serious, and he’s grown out of it, but still.
And why can I not quit things? Just like with the coffee. It shreds and poisons my gut(s), but I crave it so badly in the morning.
Why am I like this?