I literally have nothing to do but drink kratom and suck on nicotine lozenges, and I’m currently cut off from that because of my nausea.

Words feel so weak now. I write so many and nothing changes. It doesn’t matter what I write, how well I write–no one finds me, no one cares about me.

I guess I could start tagging my posts, but what with? #shitposting?

Ugh.