It has been happening less often lately, with the Depakote, but I’m now and for the last half hour hearing voices coming from nowhere outside my mind. It’s from people I know of, but don’t have personal contact with. Like, internet celebrities, plus one voice came from my brother once. It’s really annoying and gets […]

I don’t know what to say. I sent my therapist a message, just chatting, complaining about some things. Internet culture is pretty trashy. I said that to him. Complaints about my ADD. My kratom use is down for the day, which is nice. I notice these speech patterns from people, and it’s annoying when they’re […]

I could take a bath. I guess the visual media don’t appeal to me. I could take a bath. I could read a book, or snuggle up with my Kindle. I could… I don’t know. I took a nausea pill because I woke up from my nap with a stomach ache, that kind where I […]

I am thinking of going in bed and reading instead of watching streams on Twitch. Seriously. But it’s just, I don’t know, something is stopping me. Resistance. I don’t get it. It feels like such a commitment. I am scared of commitments, I try to avoid them because I don’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings. […]

I don’t know what to do. I’m so lazy. As soon as I stopped being psychotic and got my job, my successful schedule/calendar crumbled and I stopped my pleasant activities. I don’t know why. It’s so weird. I feel terrible now, and I really don’t want to do anything. Should I message my psychiatrist? The […]

Getting into the habit of blogging as soon as I wake up. I won’t be able to do that once work starts. Will have to wait until I get home. So, I don’t know if they want me on-site on Monday or what, I probably have to at the least to pick up my work […]