I don’t know. I guess the closest word is “bored” but “sick” would be a good second place. Sick to my stomach. Bored of this shit. Bored and tired of swearing all the time. I wish I could be more proper. But it just slips and it’s so easy when no one cares what I write. Sigh.
Nothing. Lots of nothing.
No art. Need art. Need art in my life. Not video games. Art. Why is one so much more accessible than the other?
It’s ridiculous. Society is backwards. People are fickle.
Maybe I will pick up the piano again.