I’m feeling so fucked. I’m on the verge of great psychological anguish, I can sense it, without being in any actual pain at the moment. It scares me.
No one is smart enough to find me and talk to me. No one is smart enough for me. =(
Science job starts Monday.
Friend not responding to my text, as usual. Middle brother is a bitch at his own birthday. He’s 30 now. Jesus, what a loser. Fucker. He’s all cranky and angsty. Grow the fuck up, prick. Jesus.
Fuck. Everything is just fucked. What is this life. I need meaning, and there is none to be found.