What am I supposed to do now? I think my focus should be simply to relax. I shouldn’t focus so much on doing this or that or “achieveing my goooaoaaaooools” garbage. Stupid. Just relax. Me, I, just relax. I should. I should. And let it flow. Things used to flow. I didn’t force it upon myself so much.
I think one of the reasons I’m so unwell is that I don’t remember what my life was like when I was well. I think I’ve said this before, in one form or another, but yeah. I should relax and let things flow.