Well, it’s been roughly an hour and though I’ve been able to more or less enjoy some Twitch, an RP story TTRPG from some people, once they went to break my psychotic break came back nearly full force. The clonazepam doesn’t seem to do much but I guess it’s better than nothing?
I don’t know why I’m having an episode right now other than I’m ahead of my regular schedule for kratom ingestion. 20 by 4 is a lot for me. It’s good that my tolerance is decreasing, and bad that my cravings are not along with them.
I am considering the suboxone route. I have my appointment with addiction medicine tomorrow, and will ask all the questions on my mind. I want to do this. I want to be done with kratom.