All I do is waste my life. I don’t study or read because I can’t focus, because I’m on a fucking antipsychotic that barely (?) even works that I probably don’t need to be on anymore because psychiatry is underdeveloped and fucking idiotic.

I’m decreasing my risperdal without my doctor’s approval. He’s an ass with Western medicine’s prodding iron up his, spewing dollar bills out of his dick and sucking on it to make a lliving.

Fucker.