Starting to get a little withdrawal. b4nny from Twitch (TF2 streamer) started assaulting me and made me feel abused and scared and like a little child frightened. Listening to music without watching his stream was okay. laribug’s stream was okay. Streams were on mute so lip reading put words in my head. The wrong words. Abusive words. Scary threatening words.
So, I’m going to bed. I think it’s withdrawal not baseline. So that’s good.