Rotting my brain on Twitch won’t make me feel any better, either. I’m gonna go stuff my face into issue 80 of Agni, the only issue I have. :3
I don’t know what to do. I read a little today, maybe 30 pages. That’s nothing for an adult, right? A literate adult. I need to ramp it up to like 50, then 70/80, then 100. Over the course of… how long? Whatever’s natural. It really doesn’t take that long. How much can you hammer […]
Fcuk, the kratom maeks me dizzayskeey, and it’s starting to tonight. I’m almost at… 20 cups? And I thought I used less than normal. -_-. At this rate I probably do need the suboxone.
Starting to reach that point late at night, or rather I suppose, just at night, not that late, wherein I wish to speak with someone. Have an in-depth heartfelt conversation until 7 AM then go to work and have another great day. Am I good boyfriend material? I wonder. With all my flaws do I […]
I want to be the kind of person that can’t be separated from books and is always buried within one. Not for the status symbol, but because it’s rewarding. But my mom says my neurotransmitters are fucked so my reward center doesn’t work. She thinks it’s because of the risperidone, doctor thinks it’s because of […]
I want something easy but productive, or eat least easy and feelgood. But all the low hanging fruit, as the adage goes, has been picked already. I was getting chills (in addition to my sore throat) and thus suspected a Covid infection, but it’s not that bad so in retrospect probably not. Or, not in […]
I suppose, and it doesn’t quite take a rocket scientist to figure this out but it does take a little thinking, that it only takes one person in life to be happy: Yourself. Some feed off a spouse, mutually, live amicably as 2. Some need a family, 3, 4. Some have friends, 5, 6, 7. […]