I need to take drawing lessons or something. I doubt I’ll be able to learn on my own. Although there is a lot of free material online, I am aware of that. But my morale is so low, it’s astounding. =(

I’m making progress on Dictee but not on my life, it feels. I don’t feel like I’m going anywhere. I need to meet people and do things. I don’t know. I’ll know it when I have it. I am reading again, I am studying data science on coursera, and I am practicing French again. And […]

I hate just sitting at the computer but there’s nowhere to go, nothing to do. I slept through the last three hours of work today because they didn’t have anything for me to do. Life is not romantic in the least.

My doctor is 14 minutes late to our appointment and counting. Wtf lady. It doesn’t take much to get dressed and show up in front of a camera. Do you have to prepare or something? Preparation H? Didn’t put your condom on? Ugh. I feel today as if something is wrong. And as is usually […]

Well I emailed my manager– no response friday, no response today so far. I have two meetings today so they’ll probably just want me to go to those two meetings. Very empty day. So far, I have no confidence in my manager. She is not doing a good job in this regard. She may be […]

I had a great dream. There was a brown-skinned, light brown-skinned, girl in the forest, standing up, naked, her bottom bent out, but standing up straight, just a round bottom, and she was apparently someone I had gone to college with, I recognized her, and I know who my brain thinks it was though she […]