I am so alone. I am so lonely. Sometimes I pray that someone will find me. Then I think, it’ll be the wrong person. A kind soul, no doubt, but not my dream soul. They will care for me, I will thank them, but I won’t be able to love them. And then something in me, about me, that I honestly am, will piss them off and they will leave.

This has happened, once, already.

When do I get to meet kindred souls. The world is such a lonely. place.