I’m tired of reading these shitty users manuals. I want to do something but I don’t know what. What would satisfy me.
I guess I could just read my book. Reading is still hard for me. I just force myself to do it.
I kind of want to postpone it until tonight, though.
I might be going out for a photo shoot with a friend this weekend.
So yeah, the suboxone stuff is postponed to next weekend, not this weekend.
Kratom makes me feel dizzy and sick. It’s so annoying. I want to feel healthy for once in my life. And, upon physical exertion, it can give me psychosis.
What the fuck.
God. I hate life.
But I just say that and you should know. I’m so quick to call it out.
Don’t take everything so seriously, darling.
In any case.
What am I saying?