Note to self: Get head out of ass, stop talking, and brainstorm methods for contributing to atmospheric carbon reduction & control measures.

I did some reading today. A Spool of Blue Thread and a minuscule amount from a math book introducing the layperson to mathematical proofs. Technically, more accurately, introducing someone who has known math as a calculation to the concept of math as a logic. Which would be myself. I never paid attention to the teacher’s […]

Love, Cool

I want to be in love. I am so tired. Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired of this life. Where is the existence. Then there’s Cool. Not soft warm love, but Cool. Athletics yields Cool. Yeah, yeah? Yeah! No problem. That sort of thing. I always forget about Cool. Love I obsess over. When I don’t have it. I […]

What people say and what they do is vastly different. It can be. I was reading some stuff on voter suppression and transgender hate, systematized, of course, and at face value the bills that discriminate don’t sound too threatening. It takes knowing to know. Or something like that. Maybe I’m just a superficial can’t-read. Har […]

I forgot how to live. I forgot how to make decisions. I’m restless. I don’t appreciate anything. I’m not spoiled, except I am. But I don’t complain. Except I do, all the time. But I’m not whiny about it. Well whatever I can say, it’s not like it was at the come down from the […]