I’m so lonely. I don’t know what went right the last few days but life was tolerable. It’s starting to sink again and I keep yelling No No No No!!!! FACK
But it doesn’t seem to help. I don’t know what to do to keep it stable.
I need to exercise, a lot. It feels good. Nothing makes me feel alive like exercise does.
I’m so bad at tennis compared to how good I used to be. It’s a crime against humanity.
I know people who don’t aren’t interested in talking to me. I wish they were.
I know of so many people. None of them really know me. I feel that these people are my friends. They wouldn’t reciprocate. I know.