I’m so lonely. I don’t know what went right the last few days but life was tolerable. It’s starting to sink again and I keep yelling No No No No!!!! FACK

But it doesn’t seem to help. I don’t know what to do to keep it stable.

I need to exercise, a lot. It feels good. Nothing makes me feel alive like exercise does.

I’m so bad at tennis compared to how good I used to be. It’s a crime against humanity.

I know people who don’t aren’t interested in talking to me. I wish they were.

I know of so many people. None of them really know me. I feel that these people are my friends. They wouldn’t reciprocate. I know.

What else?

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