Fuck fuck fuck, my life is so stupid, insipid, inane. What am I even doing. I don’t do anything useful or valuable, I don’t enjoy my free time, so what else is there?
I don’t exercise or better my health and body.
I barely even read or do anything for my mind.
What is wrong with me?
Depression is an excuse. I have that attitude. Does that make it worse?
There’s nowhere to go but I can’t keep blaming it on the world. There’re plenty of places to go. I’m just too stupid to visit them. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
My life is so fucked.