Life is so meaningless. I don’t get it. I don’t know how to describe this degree of nothing my brain experiences. It’s like, I don’t know, it’s hard to explain. There’s just nothing there for me. On the weekends it becomes murderously apparent. Weekdays I have work which I don’t want, an don the weekends I’m free, but to what degree? I don’t enjoy it. Why would I? I don’t know what to do and I don’t think anyone is going to help me any time soon.