I hadn’t eaten all day so I think with my sensitivity that might’ve been causing some of the depressiveness I was feeling today. Yes, depression. I don’t want to write Nick any emails, sort of like a challenge for myself, because he’s a piece of shit anyway and why would I talk to him if […]
I don’t have any work to do until Wednesday and I don’t have anyone to talk to. I don’t know how I feel about talking to my therapist. There’s a 1000 word limit on it, which is pretty limited, and pl–sorry, suddenly very tired…
I don’t have any purpose. My job is not my passion. My passion is so powerful, and none of it is utilized. This world is cruel, but that’s not the problem. How do I figure out how to live? Is that it? I don’t know. I feel terrible.
I don’t have to go into lab until Wednesday. I don’t know. I don’t know. There is so much bad stuff in the world and I am so powerless to stop it. How do I figure this out? It’s a work day but from home, and I have no assigned tasks, so I’m kind of […]