I guess there’s a neurotoxin in my brain that only sleep and fresh CSF (cerebrospinal fluid) can flush out. Which is sad, because I really like being active without having to take two naps a day. I wonder if this toxin is… perhaps, a breakdown product of opiates/opioids? Cuz then, all I’d have to do would be get off the kratom and then the suboxone (step 1 in operation underway) to get clean. Purgative.
I never get a sense of finality, either. Do you? It’s terrible. =(