I’ve been really rude to my therapist and psychiatrist in my previous recent messages to them. I feel terrible (about it). But I’m just being myself, and communicating. It’s not assault, I’m not breaking any laws, I’m not commiting any crimes. So like, I don’t ACTUALLY see what the problem is. And plus, they’re part of a corrupt system. The American medical system is corrupt. So I’m fighting that. If anything I’m on the right side. And I should be proud of that. But boy, do I feel bad sometimes. Scared? maybe. At all times honest, though. Ho!