I want some sort of candy, but everything I like can kill me if I have enough to enjoy it.
Booze, drugs (or put me in prison), kratom (also a drug) (causes long-term anhedonia), that’s about all I want. Booze, drugs, and kratom.
Well in any case, I don’t understand why everything I want is bad for me, and why there ISN’T anything that I like that is GOOD for me. Nature didn’t think this one through very well. Evolution sucks, and the world is crude and underdeveloped. On top of that, humanity’s entertainment industry is trivial and trite. Nothing is good enough. If you like something you just have naive and underdeveloped taste, unlike myself, who prefers LSD and ecstacy.
So there’s that for starters…