They found out how to cut off my supplies. They found out how to demotivate my self-defense at the source. I am no longer able to fight back. I am helpless against the demons summoned by strangers on the internet, by my office mates, by my family.
All claim to be innocent but I see behind the curtains.
Sometimes they guilt trip me.
Sometimes it’s pure chaos.
In any case, no one has a right to hear me right now.
Let us all rest in silence for a minute or two.
Out of respect.
Whatever that means.
I had a point.
I have to go back to work.
This is my daily life, fyi. This is the norm.