Here is my question (there will be more):
Why does it get worse when I am doing the right thing.
The advice is wrong.
Don’t follow your heart.
This is what I am learning.
I’m 32, white, American, schizoaffective (maybe), an abuse victim, a lot of things.
This is gonna be a long story but for now I guess there are just notes.
My people who own me really ought to get out of my life they make it worse.