I don’t know. Maybe if the FBI were more accessible we could cure some schizophrenia. But then again then they’d be overworked from the debt. Also… no I forgot the last thing. I have insomnia and panic now but I took my klonopin. I hope no one’s out to get me. Neuropathy is really painful. […]

I guess it might not be suicide but yeah I think my life is in danger. It’s not a panic attrack. I mean it might be. But I called the hospital and they said they didn’t know what to do. This is american healthcare. At its finest. Kaiser, the expensive one. IT’s nice to moan […]

Man I grew up, you apologie, people forgave you, but I grew up civilized places, now everyones a fucking liar with a gun. Wow. Bomb America. It’s too late Trump won. Bomb the country BECAUSE OF HIM.

So many rapists. Bomb kaiser. Bomb the church. So many freaks violate me. I need a fucking gun except maybe just make them all ilegal instead? And implement some policy. I don’t really want to talk about this. You all, in my life, at this stage in my life, please vacate it, because my life […]

There’s a lot of conflict that I don’t want to deal with so someone just bomb the church in the neighborhood already. But I mean. Ramificiations? No I don’t. I don’t know. I don’t necessarily want the poor people to do it. I was thinking like someone skilled and capable. Sorry.

I had a horrible day. Wow. I have a panic disorder. You. I don’t know, personally, I don’t know how to call people out in writing. I thought I blogged a lot but–and this comes from a place of respect–I guess age and experience count for something. Not “READ” but “learn to appreciate literature”. Very […]

I’m not bored, I’m just at the social epicenter of a crime den. Please send help. If this is amusing I guess that is okay ow. Yeah nevermind. Mostly just ow all the time. That means pain. I’m not a language teacher sorry.

Just went through my messages with my doctors. I have too many, it’s a waste of money mostly because there’s like overlap and redundancy and… I don’t know but there’s more than meets the eye. I’m so haunted by all these filthy humans. Bad personalities sure do/can kill ya! I have to go to work […]

Poets aren’t perfect, either. These soft squishy heartfelt God-things can definitely have genetic defects. It’s rather fascinating.