I’m restless and addicted to the music. I can’t sleep.
I don’t know what to say. I do my best to be a decent human being. Seems all I can do is be a problem for others. Then I’m shit on, my human rights are violated, and my dignity is just shattered. My mind is shattered. I’ve lost my identity before. It’s horrifying.
Some things are unspeakable. It’s unbelievable, what can happen. The scope of pain, the realm of possibility that humans can suffer, is so, so, and other organisms, and life, and just life is good, that’s nice, sweetcakes, but pain, death, horror… this is all too much.
I don’t even have the time to describe how bad it can be, how bad it is, NOW, forever.
We lose, man.