Oh yeah, what I meant to say
Dad is downstairs doing paperwork or gardening. He leaves the front door unlocked and lets flies in trhough the rear door. He’s adhd. And and and stupid. He owns my thoughts, damaged my brain, and ruined the living room, dining, and kitchen.
He’s a horrible person. As ell as a horribe person to live with.
Mom and I want to buy our own home for this reason.
Next year once I’m hired permanent.
If I don’t fuck up so bad at work SO EASY WHY WOULD I DO THAT wow I’m incompetent it’s amazing…
I’m so scared…
More coffee!@ always! I lvoe hcoffee why doesn’t my mom want me to have what I love?