Mom’s still a criminal problem. She’s in bed next door in her room. She wants me to stay awake secretly, and to yell at me. Happens every time I enter her room to speak. She is abusive. Still.
And gets angry easily when accused. I don’t know. I don’t know how much I accuse her. Is it a lot? She doesn’t tell me these things. Or does she?
She wasn’t too reasonable tonight, but better than normal. We’ll work on it. I hope…
I need to go to bed but she’s using her adrenaline magic to keep me awake and yell at me. My psyche is jagged because of her. This isn’t healthy. I need to move.