But now I want to sleep and I don’t’ want to sleep because I want sleep to come naturally. I want sleep to come naturally. Why can’t it? Ugh. What’s wrong with my lifestyle. Someone please tell me. I don’t exercise enough. That is all. But what else? Why the rigidity of mind? This is unfair.

Dad sleeps like a baby. Mom can force herself.

Iunno.

Life is unfair. Life is very, very difficult.

Getting in bed right now feels like failure. I don’t want to be a failure. All my wires disagree with that process.

I want to sleep but I don’t want to go to bed a failure

Jesus. This is hard.

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