They say try and try again.

Don’t. That’s stupid.

Try when you know you have a reasonable shot at success.

Prepare. Plan. Do the research. Don’t just blindly try things. That’s my mom’s strategy. Blindly trying things. SHE is the drug addict. Not me.

Fuck the confusion. sorry for that, officer, but you’ve got the wrong family member.

Well anyway I see I’m not off the hook yet. Which is completely unjust. Life used to be alright. I don’t know what happened. Sigh…

I went to my mom’s room to chat before she went to bed. She was welcoming. Then I said something. She exploded. Not a nice person. So I left and held it against her.

It was stupid. My mistake? Trying blindly. Don’t do that.

Only talk to your mom politely before bed if you have a reasonable chance of not being yelled at by the bitch.

Otherwise don’t even bother.

Why did my life turn so far south.

I don’t like this. I want to start over.

It’s true. I don’t want to be alive anymore.


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