i have to be honest with myself

no one keeps track of me more than my brother

and he really actually

only

does so

once

a

month

month

month

and no my mom keeps track of me daily

cuz

the brain disease

but

no excuses for poor behavior!

well it s agray araea

nothing is real

so uhh also

another asshole twitch streamer

make it 3

baby brother wants to twitch stream

i think he’d do a great job

he’d either worst comes to worstt fit right in and be another asshole who gives me nightmares

or

just be better than them all and maybe even revolutionize the genre

=)

hope!

but uhh

fuck

i’m so fucked by this mental illness

easy day of work tomorrow

i wish at least i didnt have to think about my problems so much

like they were somehow an epic quest for me

instead of

just

dying

slowly

painfully

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