Something about my ex. I dont really call her that we broke up on good terms.
I dont talk to her.
But she raped me in a few delusions.
I have nightmares about lots of stuff.
I think its calming down.
There may or may not be more coffee downstairs.
When am I getting to sleep.
How do I stop this caffeine addiction.
I dont get headaches. I get nerve pain and psychosis.
People. Like. Explotiing me. And then also sort of abusing me. Victimizing me. NOT helping me like I asked them to. Hacking my brain’s visual cortex, auditory cortex, whatever it’s neural stuff.
But WHAT I MEAN IS
humans are not nice or fun any of them.
I guaranteed myself an lone life for the most part probably ill get one.
ugh i do this thing where i limp up now. tis’ so regressive and rusppressed represse suppressed whatever conservative brain diseasey that i literally my muscles go weak.
i dont exercise enough. im so weak.
i dont know what ot do.
bathroom and coffee.