No one knows this, but poetry is trash.
Here I”m going to blog about it.
There I just did.
Why is my pshyciatrist (not therapist) psyhciiocally invading my privacy at 314 am to “help” me. They say they help me they dont.
Here let me help you.
(Shoots in head)
Maybe I should be worried about this psychiatrist?
All american medicine?
They dont know.
Thats why he visited.
Old phd friends.
I never got one.
So many stories.
So much death.
I have no escape.
I need to sleep tongiht.
I had so much coffee but I’m not wired at all.
I just feel calm. Mellow. Kind of at ease.
But people are psychic and just wow the evilsest most evilest evil I have ever met. How do I not interact with anyone ever again. Thi sis hopeless.
But yeah economics I have to buy things from them and work for them, but that’s about.
Feel free not to interact iwth epople!
Oh yeah also where does my entertainment come from?
How do I access nature without people?
entertainment can com from poeple
is what i see as the two opptions
maybe if ur creative theresa infinite
im not so there isnt
so theres two entertainment options
nature and people
people shoot me in the head with guns
and somehow i survive the bullet wounds
but it hurts like i die every time anyway
no one seems to care that would be helpful or would it who knows
toughen up they say
ill let them die
repay the favor
there is like
where do i go to get nature
there are parks
but i have to drive to them
do i global warming to get there?
why are there so few
yes that’s a serious question
why are they so unsafe or is that jus tnature or are there like parks that are always safe even at night
or is all nature “out of servic” ie illegal at night
like all nature is illegal at night
but some you need a camping permit?
america’s “natyure system” is shit
and americans are fucked in the head
ium surte other countreis too
why is there a system around nature
oh yeah because of epopel
so people own my entertainment
and people own my nature
and so i dont have anything really
so i just have to do nothing all the time
which is so hard
because i really just wander around a lot and stumble upon things