Alright horror story time! (If my ADHD doesn’t get in the way).
So, I’ve been to a place, where, you could get rid of everything like the zen teachings tell you to, and you’d have a simple life, but if you did that, you’d also just kind of die unhappy, and be miserable for eternity.
So that was not an option.
You could keep what you had, but it was hurting you, so that was not an option.
There were no options.
This is a large chunk of my life.