None of this used to matter. I need to realize that. I used to exercise, do my 1-2 hours tennis training a day, go la la la, live a happy life.
NOW, well, it’s terrible.
But I also have to realize, replicating those times? without, actually replicating them… I.e., thinking about it, praying for it, WITHOUT ACTUALLY DOING IT (the exercise), won’t work. Won’t work…
I got to figure out how this “indoor cycling” thing works. Lord oh God do I.
The evenings. Horrify me. =(
Every bit doesn’t count.
Fuck your mom.