The lesson: I met a girl in grad school, where I used drugs, but without her. She was not a part of the picture. She still isn’t. This context is incorrect. That the is included in this statement with the drugs is coincidence only. There is no similarity or likeness to anything or anyone.
I used drugs there.
She was on the team there like me.
And I died.
And somehow I’m still dead.
But I’m trying to rescuscitate myself.
The journal is my best option.
I ought to figure out how to make things LESS easy.