I think I am now so scarred by baby brother and his scene that I, or was it nightmares that did it, delusions and psychotic episodes of him that amplify and compound?, baby brother, that I’m scared of him now. I’m scared of his ghost. Of course ghosts aren’t real. But it’s impulsive and instinctive. And I beat around the bush every time. There’s no getting around it. I don’t know how to win. It’s so hard and powerful, and sometimes people sell me something stronger.
Baby brother wrecked me. I’m a useless psychopath now.
I can’t believe he did this.
I’m so frightened.