What is in free time:
That’s free time.
Maybe you consider music or paying attention to it free time. I kind of do that on the side.
Why do I have free time? Maybe if I don’t value it I shouldn’t have it? Maybe a greater power somewhere will take mine away?
The main purpose is to be away from work. It’s a lack of something, not a thing, that is crucial.
So it’s hard, to understand, and to use, and to process.
Really. I’m bad at life.
But don’t tell my mom I said that.