I messaged my therapist thrice tonight, and I keep getting this recurring daydream where a girl I am visualizing, a real one, bends over, and it’s sexual.
Also lots of female narrators, again, real girls.
Can’t imagine how I would have THAT MUCH PRIVILEGE seems grossly unrealistic.
I’m sure some people go to great lengths to be childish. i’m sure of it!
I”m so tired…