I Came Here to Apologize

I want to apologize again for all I’ve said and professed on here.

It’s not right. Especially of me. To be like that and yell at everyone for no reason.

Where do you go to yell thought?

A personal diary. Posts that cannot be read.

I think deep down inside I did want people to hear me being a flaming racist, though. I wanted them to hear me and hate me. And I wanted all of this, the difficulty and challenge. Like I didn’t have enough in my life already. Self-defeatism on top of all the hate.

I’m recovering. The Depakote is kicking in. The meds, pills, whatever you want to call them.

It’s ridic. U. Loso.

How u go?

How u go?

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