I have nowhere to go and tonight is not going to be good for my mental illness. I don’t know that… I guess I just have to go to the ER. They finally cornered me.

It’s mostly the inconvenience and horror of it that keeps me from doing it. Last time I was in deadly pain screaming at the top of my lungs on one of those flimsy hospital beds around the corner unattended for half an hour.

So that’s fast.


Well this whole system is direly hypocritical and inept.

So I refuse to go to the hospital.

So tonight is going to be really bad for my mental illness.

Fucking loser doctors. Useless people.

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