It’s like, the internet doesn’t even like me and shits me out like a piece of nothing. Who is your client then, almighty internet, if not the infinite few who you serve like me? Hmm? And what of it then, if you choose to no longer exist? That does not seem probable as a future.

Internet’s not being rational.

Need to figure out a system for finding cool folks to follow (that’s what it’s called) on Twitter. 3rd new account? VPN’s rule!

I slept from 8 AM to 5 PM today. Just woke up. Oops.

I still haven’t finished Spool. Figh on me. =/. Sorry, universe. Ehhhehhhhhh. Such an uninteresting read of fiction. Uninteresting and… tense. Like nothing but negativity, to be honest.

I need to remember not to take my morning dose of meds tomorrow so that the labs register accurately at 10:50. When and where? That’s for me to know and you to find out. ;)

I registered or turned on rather the privacy switch on WP on my site, account, so I don’t know how long that takes to kick in or how to check if it works yet.

Whois on windows 10 spits out a domain not extant error on .art at me. My poetry blog is on .art domain. Hmm. Anonymity?

And the .blog should be good by now or soonish.

I don’t know why everyone hates me so much. And why I’m not allowed to think that they don’t. Man wow. Two in a row really fucks you over. Maybe better not to have that attitude on second thought. Hehehehe.


I’m really frustrated that my server keeps not wanting to boot. It doesn’t work… and I don’t know why. I have to follow this cold hearted logical step by step like that normal people can follow but I with ADHD or whatever it is? can’t really follow usually set of instructions… to fix it… and why is that burden on me? because it’s expected to be easy? does any of this make sense?

Sigh… I feel like such a failure… I have the money but not much else… brain out the window when the brain condition hit me eight years ago… probably closer to nine now…

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