Done with work. Programming all day. that was masterfully depressing.

I don’t know what to do.

Where is all the fun in life. I need to be so much healthier. I don’t know how to exercise. I fucking hate exercise. I love tennis. How do you find a partner to hit with? I am at a good skill level but out of shape. Ping me if you’re in the SF bay area. I’m at my peak close to 4.5 probably. Maybe around 4.0 these days. I woudn’t know.

Sigh.

There are clubs and shit so who am i kidding, I’m being lazy and avoidant.

Dad leaves the fucking doors open lets flies into the house.
Tries to kill them later.

Dumb fucking ass.

My anger.

I am always so angry.

Why?

It doesn’t feel good.

God.

What do I do…

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