Done with work. Programming all day. that was masterfully depressing.
I don’t know what to do.
Where is all the fun in life. I need to be so much healthier. I don’t know how to exercise. I fucking hate exercise. I love tennis. How do you find a partner to hit with? I am at a good skill level but out of shape. Ping me if you’re in the SF bay area. I’m at my peak close to 4.5 probably. Maybe around 4.0 these days. I woudn’t know.
There are clubs and shit so who am i kidding, I’m being lazy and avoidant.
Dad leaves the fucking doors open lets flies into the house.
Tries to kill them later.
Dumb fucking ass.
I am always so angry.
It doesn’t feel good.
What do I do…